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Refined Dreams..,

Apr. 29th, 2004

06:23 pm

one dude told me this story....he was downloading Pixies from one dude on kazaa....
and when he finally had it complete
he noticed that the very same guy he
was downloading the pixies from is now leeching the very same file from him! ...
so he sends a message saying
"hey mate what are u doing? i mean i just got this song from u!!"
and the answer was:
" i want my file back you fucker!"

05:42 pm

"I’m a traveler, wanderer if you must

The shadow you see in the corner of your eyes wondering if it was there to begin with.

Then I’m gone…,



I seek someone willing to bring me through the gates,

someone to bequeath my existence."

05:38 pm - Bequeath

I feel real,
I feel warmth
Then your here
There’s no wrong
Circles right above your eyes
All night
One night
I feel saved
And then I'm with you
I feel here.., if you want me to
I feel pure when im at your side
All night..

Fearful when I start
My poor heart
Fearful of your hair
But I touched
it's you
I'm still breaking through
Comming to your love


I feel saved
And then I'm with you
I feel here.., if you want me to
I feel pure when im at your side
All night..
Fearful when I start
My poor heart
Fearful of your hair
But I touched

Rise me up like the quiet noise we speak

Fearful when I start
My poor heart
Fearful of your hair
But I touched

Mood: relaxedrelaxed

Apr. 27th, 2004

03:33 pm - ~Downside~

The downside,
I think I'll fall in love
If it's complicated,
I'll stay inside
And outside,
I never saw when rain came
But I’m leaving off my shoes
And hurt me
Because you don’t who I am
This time..,
I think you’re far too over rated
Again I,
I try, I try to understand
But I cried and the rain is drying and I never thought to live.
For instance, I'm staring off again and my coffee hasn’t spilled
I'm holding, my clove I know I know
But I just hate cigarettes.
For Sometime, I'll be the one you want
But never find my head.
I'll let you know
When I'm high I'll take you in
And just forget.
For one time..,I should I should I should
....But I just feel dead.

Mood: crappycrappy

Apr. 25th, 2004

10:09 am

Smeared black ink... your palms are sweaty
And i'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where i am

I'll wear my badge... a vinyl sticker with bigh block letters adherent to my chest
That tells your new friends i am a visitor here...
I am not permanent
And the only thing keeping me dry is where i am

You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key explaining that i am just visiting
And i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving

D.C. sleeps alone tonight

You seem so so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key explaining that i am just visiting
And i am finally seing why i was the one worth leaving
The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights
And send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
And i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving

Mood: contemplativecontemplative

Apr. 19th, 2004

10:45 pm

Over the room I watched you bring me death
You have taken all I've nothing left
I'm having nightmares all the while I slept,
Is it enough to believe?

As blindly he walks I don't see a thing
All their eyes seem to follow me
I know I've locked myself behind defeat,
It occurs to me..,

Longing for your spirit
All I know is your still there
Your touch is fire
The life you bleed
But you can't be free
~You can't free me~

All is faceless, I can't see you
Of all the others in the world I had to find you
And I’m shaking through the waves of fear
I cannot change

Undone already, when we've come so close
At an end from the start, but we've come so far
So long
I could long for you near, to be fulfilled

Longing for your spirit
All I know is your still there
Your touch is fire
The life you bleed
But you can't be free
~You can't free me~

Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Music: Emiliana Torrini - To Be Free

Apr. 12th, 2004

04:00 am

I will be the one,
who's leaving everything behind me
I can feel the change surpassing
as my mind cannot hold on

I will be the one,
Who's walking blindly down the street
Car's are passing by so fast
The time is late they cannot see

I will be the one
Who keeps your paintings on the wall
Hoping that in time they fall
because I'll never take them down

I will be the one
who's smoking right outside the window
Thinking everything went wrong
But atleast I'll have my next life...

Mood: sicksick

Apr. 8th, 2004

12:32 pm

http://www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/22/

Cheers me uplately...
I find myself still saving/viewing photo's of her

Bleh

Mood: contemplativecontemplative

Apr. 6th, 2004

02:59 pm - Ringing In my head all I hear are three songs about how I feel right now

Im sorry for all the lyric posting...
But heres the last post for the day


Slow dancing on the boulevard
In the quiet moments while the city’s still dark
Sleepwalking through the summer rain and the tired spaces
You could hear her name when she was warm and tender
And you held her arms around you
There was nothing but her love and affection
She was crazy for you
Now she's part of something that you lost

[Chorus]

And for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you wanna be
Yeah, what you wanna be

Night swimming in her diamond dress
Making small circles move across the surface
Stand watching from the steady shore
Feeling wide open and waiting for
Something warm and tender
Now she's moving further from you
There was nothing that could make it easy on you
Every step you take reminds you that she's walking wrong

[Chorus]

Yeah, for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want

Every word you never said
Echoes down your empty hallway
And everything that was your world
Just came down

Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
Light swimming right across your face
And you think maybe someday, yeah
Maybe someday

[Chorus]

For all you know
Yeah, this could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want

Yeah, for all you know
For all you know
Yeah, for all that you know
This is what you wanna be
Girl, what you wanna be

Mood: blankblank

02:28 pm - Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Mood: distresseddistressed, depressed
Music: Keane - Everbody's changing

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